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[smashedpawn]

Man I am so freaking confused with what happened on Monday night. You know the subject of my last entry. I am so confused. I know something happened...but I just don't know if that would be the right thing to say. I just don't get it. I mean part of me wonders if I am just that desparate for help? If I don't want to take medication that bad.

But the voices have stopped...but they've stopped before.

I don't want them to come back. I'm in unchartered ground here.