Read the song. I know you dont read the songs, but it explains how i feel better than i do
Why is it that it takes only one bad thing to bring down so many good things??
I havnt updated LJ in a while. Life has been going on. No one reads these anymore. That makes it more like a private journal. I like that.
I dont know if i'm going to be able to graduate. Its going to come down to literally the points in my gov't class. That pisses me off. Why did i piss the rest of H.S. away? why does it come down to this ONE thing... I'm an idiot. Dont be like me.
Senior prom was fun. It was nice to be able to go to a dance again. Pictures will come. There is one on my myspace if you really want to go look.
Still living the single life. Its not that its so hard as its lonely. Its ok though. I'm going to be off to college in a few months anyways. Get out of this place. Do you know that i have lived here for 5 years this july? Thats the longest ive ever lived in the same place.
Man i wish i werent fat and hairy. I am jealous of those guys who people talk about. "your so lucky! thats like the cutest guy that likes you!!" No one will ever talk about me that way. If i shave it only grows back. i dont know how to lose weight. Ive tried working out, and that doesnt really work. I cant run. Because i'm too fat that it hurts my feet too much. I'm getting dumber by the day it seems. I cant spell for shit anymore. My car broke down, my knee is messed up, my family is poor, i'm probly not going to graduate, i dont know why my friends hang out with me, no body likes me, everyone hates me, i thnk i'll go eat some worms!!!
I'm just emo right now. I'll be back to my same over-optemistic ass tomorrow. Thats another thing i hate about myself. Fuck that. Why cant i be pessemistic? you know why? cause then no one would have ANY reason to hang out with me.
Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
I’d always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
Never played truth or dare
I’d have to check my mirror
To see if I’m still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom
Teacher said it’s just a phase
When I grow up my children
Will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who knew it'd put me under ground
At seventeen
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
And I just died today
I havnt updated LJ in a while. Life has been going on. No one reads these anymore. That makes it more like a private journal. I like that.
I dont know if i'm going to be able to graduate. Its going to come down to literally the points in my gov't class. That pisses me off. Why did i piss the rest of H.S. away? why does it come down to this ONE thing... I'm an idiot. Dont be like me.
Senior prom was fun. It was nice to be able to go to a dance again. Pictures will come. There is one on my myspace if you really want to go look.
Still living the single life. Its not that its so hard as its lonely. Its ok though. I'm going to be off to college in a few months anyways. Get out of this place. Do you know that i have lived here for 5 years this july? Thats the longest ive ever lived in the same place.
Man i wish i werent fat and hairy. I am jealous of those guys who people talk about. "your so lucky! thats like the cutest guy that likes you!!" No one will ever talk about me that way. If i shave it only grows back. i dont know how to lose weight. Ive tried working out, and that doesnt really work. I cant run. Because i'm too fat that it hurts my feet too much. I'm getting dumber by the day it seems. I cant spell for shit anymore. My car broke down, my knee is messed up, my family is poor, i'm probly not going to graduate, i dont know why my friends hang out with me, no body likes me, everyone hates me, i thnk i'll go eat some worms!!!
I'm just emo right now. I'll be back to my same over-optemistic ass tomorrow. Thats another thing i hate about myself. Fuck that. Why cant i be pessemistic? you know why? cause then no one would have ANY reason to hang out with me.
Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
I’d always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
Never played truth or dare
I’d have to check my mirror
To see if I’m still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom
Teacher said it’s just a phase
When I grow up my children
Will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who knew it'd put me under ground
At seventeen
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
And I just died today