Jul 21, 2005 22:27
If you only knew how much I cried- then maybe you would realize that even though you didnt DO anything.... I still hurt, I hurt so much.
until you finally except that I'm hurting so much... then I don't know what to tell you... if you cared about me, at all... you would know that I cant handle talkin to you- im to weak- I want to be with you- and you dont bc of whatever, and that I'm in flag- I wanted to give you so much and it's my own fault for haveing dreams, and hope.. so if having those things makes me stupid... then fuck me.. im stupid... im stupid for falling for someone that i knew i couldnt have