DONE AND READY.....
I need to get out of my house. I was going insane with my sister, her friend, her fiance, my mom, dad, and megan all here in this one house with two barkin ass dogs tryin to be normal and it is not happenin. I am ready for my house to be back in order and for me to get Megan settled in. (oh yeah by the way Megan Heard is back in Corpus and she is gonna live with me for a while till she gets on her feet.) (just throwin that one out there....) I am so not used to living dirty and messy and with my sister's wedding shower giong on and everything, the house is a wreck. I am so tired of my mom being in a fucking bad mood. It puts me in a bad mood and I end up taking it out on everyone. I hate it when she takes a nap during the day cause she is all bitchy like me when I wake up. I swear I am about to go crazy. I wanna just go smoke a big ol' blunt of some cronic ass dodie! for sure! I wannna go but agram of dro and cheif one all to myself!! wouldn't that be the life. But anywhoo back to REAL LIFE! I have to do my laundry, clean my room, fix the garage a little bit (cause I am gonna have Megan stay in there for now cause it has air condition and all and there are two sets of bunk beds in there so there are four beds she can choose from...), I have to do my algebra, paychology, and figure out excuses for spanish, and even still Anthony wants me to stay at his house and go to school from there and I still want to go to Kingsville and chill out with all of Jovi's friends without him and piss him off and see the envy in his eyes.....but that takes a lot of gas I don't feel like wasting on him. And still I don't even think I can pull off staying with Anthony because I have Megan staying with me and I'd have to have her stay at someone's house. And I still think my mom would trip if I was to just "go stay 'somewhere'". I dunno. All I know is that it is such a beautifully unpleasant rainy day outside and I just wish I was chilllin in my car soewheres nice smokin a dro bat and writing poetry, listening to the doors and bob marley! damn, that's nice! well, I think I'm ready to go tackle the mess everyone's left behind.