James Dean

[smasch]

I wish I could show you the indecency of the actions around you, protect you from ever becoming "guilty by association", hold you high on wings of feathered lovlies.. but you have grown a neussance on your side in moments of weakness.. manipulation has fogged your view of where you have been, where you are and where you're headed in this flight of search for understanding and acceptance. I want to coddle you here deep in the safety of my bosom.. feed you fruit of knowledge, watch you grow strong and more secure with your path.. then send you on your way to freedom of mind. But, I am not your guide.. I can not chose your path or direct your decisions.. that, you have made clear to me.. and that, I do not actually wish to be responsible for. I am scared for you. I feel tremors deep within my marrow of uneasiness. Understated and misunderstood are the words we choose to feed to eachother.. and I am growing very weak from the lack of substance. Please choose wisely.. deep seeded manipulation is hard to recognize once you've placed it a splash inside your mouth.. it know it has found its way.. I know I can not help you now.. it just pains me to watch it do so with out a word.. you know me.. I've never been able to keep things to myself.. but believe me darling... it's all in love.

Enjoy the ride.. I will be here for you when you have been twisted and pulled.. just to help you unwind and backtrack to find what you lost along the way.

I overestimate everyone..

catch me on my downfall
recognize the path to climb
help me burry hatchets after
we finish this axe to grind.