im not difficult
i just dont know anymore...
but its time to concentrate on the more important things in life right now. I'm not sure whats up with me lately. all i can do is sleep. My step mom said its from a lack of nutrition (aka lack of protein) but, im almost positive thats not it. All i know is, this is getting ridiculous. No one needs to sleep that much. My family told me every morning that i looked so tired. Even after having 9 hours of sleep. THey told me to take naps, and to go to bed early. I get enough sleep. Thats the last thing i need.
On saturday, i drove around for a few hours, just to think some things off. Just to give you an idea, this is where i drove. I took off down 10 mile, down to 9 mile, and drove past the old house on parklane. Then, i got onto grandriver, drove past the civic, just as a movie was getting out. Through downtown farmington, i turned down lilac street (where dan and mark grew up) i drove past marks house, then turned to get onto orchard lake. I took orchard lake all the way to long lake, where i drove through kirk in the hills (you know f town gang... the crazy road) then drove around that area for awhile, and got a little lost. Then, i started to head back, and decided to take pontiac trail. I took that all the way down to milford, then drove up to keego harbor. I back tracked the way i came, got back onto pontiac trail, then jumped onto m5. I took m5 to 275, got off at ford road, and took that to beck. From there, i took 8 mile, down to orchard lake, took freedom back to Grandriver, drove to Haggerty, took that to 12 mile, then drove down halstead, past my old work, were the boys were smoking pot in the back room (ahh, the good ole days) and then got back on grand river and headed home.
so. in general, there was a lot of driving, a lot of thinking... and i think i have a lot of things settled out inside. Things appear to be less complicated... but then again, maybe thats just because i was away from school for awhile. give it a couple of days, im sure ill be back to normal in no time... :(
but its time to concentrate on the more important things in life right now. I'm not sure whats up with me lately. all i can do is sleep. My step mom said its from a lack of nutrition (aka lack of protein) but, im almost positive thats not it. All i know is, this is getting ridiculous. No one needs to sleep that much. My family told me every morning that i looked so tired. Even after having 9 hours of sleep. THey told me to take naps, and to go to bed early. I get enough sleep. Thats the last thing i need.
On saturday, i drove around for a few hours, just to think some things off. Just to give you an idea, this is where i drove. I took off down 10 mile, down to 9 mile, and drove past the old house on parklane. Then, i got onto grandriver, drove past the civic, just as a movie was getting out. Through downtown farmington, i turned down lilac street (where dan and mark grew up) i drove past marks house, then turned to get onto orchard lake. I took orchard lake all the way to long lake, where i drove through kirk in the hills (you know f town gang... the crazy road) then drove around that area for awhile, and got a little lost. Then, i started to head back, and decided to take pontiac trail. I took that all the way down to milford, then drove up to keego harbor. I back tracked the way i came, got back onto pontiac trail, then jumped onto m5. I took m5 to 275, got off at ford road, and took that to beck. From there, i took 8 mile, down to orchard lake, took freedom back to Grandriver, drove to Haggerty, took that to 12 mile, then drove down halstead, past my old work, were the boys were smoking pot in the back room (ahh, the good ole days) and then got back on grand river and headed home.
so. in general, there was a lot of driving, a lot of thinking... and i think i have a lot of things settled out inside. Things appear to be less complicated... but then again, maybe thats just because i was away from school for awhile. give it a couple of days, im sure ill be back to normal in no time... :(