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Alright so lots to say:
1st: I adore my aunt... I really and truly do... but omfg my lesbian status is spreading around the family apparently. Technically, my aunt shouldn't even know. I cam out a few years back to her gay sister-in-law because I just needed an older lesbian to talk to... You know how it goes... advice and stuff. And then my aunt weaseled it out of her. Well my aunt told her husband AND her brother. Apparently I got drunk at Thanksgiving like the next year and told my cousin and from accounts of it, she told her dad. Well I just found out the other day that my dad, aunt, and uncle went to a football game a few years back or something and my aunt and uncle decided to tell him. -_- REALLY?! Fucking REALLY?! He said he didn't think I was but it'd be okay with him if I was. I asked my aunt why they told him and she said it's because they're his sister and brother. What kind of excuse is that? Okay... so I've always known I could come out to my parents. I mean... I know they're chill with gays and for like a couple years now, their best friends have been this lesbian couple. My biggest problem is that I don't want my parents in my business just yet. I don't want them asking about which friends I've dated (NONE) and I don't want them asking if any new friends are girlfriends. I don't want their fucking awkwardness because my parents are SO damn awkward, it annoys me more to be out of the closet than in with them. I don't give a flying fuck. I LOVE being a lesbian. It's fucking fabulous. My parents just don't need to know that.
2nd: I'm gonna try and get a weekend job in.... NEW YORK CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My aunt is fully supportive and is going to help me try and find one! She thinks it's a great idea for the experience. I'll get money and it'll help with my independence and she knows how much I love the city and want to be able to spend more time there. I told her I want to get to know the streets and be able to take them on on my own one day. She said even she wouldn't be able to take them on but that if I want to, I should do it.
3rd: My job is going well. Pretty mundane but the days go by super duper fast and my aunt and her paralegal, Heidi, are AWESOME. In fact, when we went out for drinks for St. Patrick's day, I was talking to Heidi most of the time. I've also figured out random ways to amuse myself at work... like not walking around my office anymore and just rolling my chair everywhere... Or today, I found a stack of papers upside in a folder I was going through... So I kept them upside down for a change of perspective. And I took a message from this guy who had called the wrong number... but he was such a dick to me, that I didn't tell him and I wrote down what he said, and then threw it away XD And whenever I find stapled papers within stapled papers within stapled papers, I now call it a Stapleception. I am waaaay too obsessed with Inception.
So yeah... that's my life in a nutshell right now and that's actually not even like half the things I could say ahahahaha
1st: I adore my aunt... I really and truly do... but omfg my lesbian status is spreading around the family apparently. Technically, my aunt shouldn't even know. I cam out a few years back to her gay sister-in-law because I just needed an older lesbian to talk to... You know how it goes... advice and stuff. And then my aunt weaseled it out of her. Well my aunt told her husband AND her brother. Apparently I got drunk at Thanksgiving like the next year and told my cousin and from accounts of it, she told her dad. Well I just found out the other day that my dad, aunt, and uncle went to a football game a few years back or something and my aunt and uncle decided to tell him. -_- REALLY?! Fucking REALLY?! He said he didn't think I was but it'd be okay with him if I was. I asked my aunt why they told him and she said it's because they're his sister and brother. What kind of excuse is that? Okay... so I've always known I could come out to my parents. I mean... I know they're chill with gays and for like a couple years now, their best friends have been this lesbian couple. My biggest problem is that I don't want my parents in my business just yet. I don't want them asking about which friends I've dated (NONE) and I don't want them asking if any new friends are girlfriends. I don't want their fucking awkwardness because my parents are SO damn awkward, it annoys me more to be out of the closet than in with them. I don't give a flying fuck. I LOVE being a lesbian. It's fucking fabulous. My parents just don't need to know that.
2nd: I'm gonna try and get a weekend job in.... NEW YORK CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My aunt is fully supportive and is going to help me try and find one! She thinks it's a great idea for the experience. I'll get money and it'll help with my independence and she knows how much I love the city and want to be able to spend more time there. I told her I want to get to know the streets and be able to take them on on my own one day. She said even she wouldn't be able to take them on but that if I want to, I should do it.
3rd: My job is going well. Pretty mundane but the days go by super duper fast and my aunt and her paralegal, Heidi, are AWESOME. In fact, when we went out for drinks for St. Patrick's day, I was talking to Heidi most of the time. I've also figured out random ways to amuse myself at work... like not walking around my office anymore and just rolling my chair everywhere... Or today, I found a stack of papers upside in a folder I was going through... So I kept them upside down for a change of perspective. And I took a message from this guy who had called the wrong number... but he was such a dick to me, that I didn't tell him and I wrote down what he said, and then threw it away XD And whenever I find stapled papers within stapled papers within stapled papers, I now call it a Stapleception. I am waaaay too obsessed with Inception.
So yeah... that's my life in a nutshell right now and that's actually not even like half the things I could say ahahahaha