Hurt!
I feel so much pain but I like it!!! I like to feel hurt by myself I did it to myself. All day at school I had to walk around with a big white thing wapped around my hand. Its hard to talk on the phone eat, open door's , type, use the mouse or do enything but Im strong like I told my self nothing hurts more than a broken heart. If you love someone so much that you think about them everyday and would do enything to be with them or be happy and one day they just disappeared your heart would be broken that has happened to me before. I met this one girl before and to make a long story short she was everthing I ever wanted but one day I lost her number and and I was depressed for like 3 or 4 week's. I hardly get depressed it's not me I have only been depressed once in my life and that was it... Its been almost five year's sence then and there's not one day that goes by when I dont think about her but......... I haved moved on OH THIS is sooo Weird today at work I saw this girl with black hair and she had black pant's and my friend one day had told her that she look's stupid and one day I lost my cell phone and one day I turned 16 AND one day I came to flordia and one day I became who I am. Ok im tired of all this sad stuff and bullshit ok well today I said at least or made at least 8 smartremark's I like being a telling it how it is or keeping it real guy saying what's on my mind about you in front of your face. Like well Im going to finish Z rest later oh I got a 9/10 on my (hist) quiz that I didnt even study for I was the first to finish too. In EnG 3 I was to first to turn in my paper and I know I got only one wrong at least out of 5 so that's a 90 too cool I like being better then everyone else but my friend's I never want to be less then them but I do want them to be there best. OK!!!!! That was kinda cheesy ok I need to watch some more Allison Scagliotti show's off of Drake and Josh cause Im becomeing like nice and stuff anyway's whatever umm ...... That's all Folk's! Tomorrow it's time to goto work....................................