my arms are black and blue and bleeding.

[smartblonde5]

I got blood taken today..in both arms. fucking a. why dont they just tell me "youre going to die"..lets not stretch this out. FUCK. anyways, being nauseous makes driving home fun. i love the thrill of not knowing whether or not youre going to pass out, its invigorating. oh well. summer is near, who cares if i get gallons of blood drawn??as long as im not in chemistry or math, im str8.today @ the gyno...i met a lady, keep in mind she may have been a johavas witness, im not sure. but we got into a talk about religion ( i seem to with everyone) she really really enlightened me about many aspects of christianity that i would have otherwise never have known. in all my discussions with all of my friends who seem to know so much about the topic, they have never come close to this lady. i promised her i would research more about it, and with that, she said she would pray for me. im not sure if thats supposed to mean anything to me, but it made me feel good. im not sure why, yet. but christianity isnt the only religion im going to research, im doing all religions, this summer. yes, i will contradict myself because throughout the parties and hangovers i will be studying many religions...but i just need to know, i need to stop asking questions, and rather, be the one answering them. soo, we'll see what happens with that, ill keep ya posted. my birthday is on june 7th...in 7days, i feel like no one is going to remember.alright im gunna go do some stuff, xox.

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What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Emily Breck is your soulmate.
You truly love Sloan Robbins.
You consider Pamela Delgouffre your true friend.
You know that Katie Carter is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Shari Ruderman for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Cara Paley is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Andrea Almeida is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Loren Cristafori is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Loren Cristafori changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Juliana Garzon is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Juliana Garzon has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

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