tell 'em that i realized that everyone who lives will someday die, and die alone.
drumroll please..
i had a bearable day. it was more than bearable, it was actually OKAY! i am not failing math, ive studied my ass off for the last 3 tests, and ive come out with a 75, which means if i get a B on the exam, i will have an overall B. hoot hoot. ap art history was a downer as expected, i knew i would have to redraw my entire project due to the lack of skills & focus in the first one. bummer. so after school i came home and slept for 30 minutes, this is where the "my day" began. after the nap i went to the gym for an hour with my aunt and we did spinning class, there was no air today at L.A but besides that, it rocked as always, after that i went tanning, and then to get my eyebrows done, and then shopping. i just needed me time. i got it, im satisfied.wee. the past few weeks ive been really confused, ive been in situations i promised id never let myself get into AGAIN. but im pretty sure i learned my lesson this time. i still stand strong when i say i have no regrets, just lessons learned.so today was the seniors last day, it was a little bit sad. it made me think, a lot. a lot of people were leaving the school today that i realized i have a lot of history with...and im never going to randomly see them in the halls to give that occassional stare or smile to or even to bring upon the thoughts of "woulda,coulda,shoulda" so who knows if i really will ever see them again, god i hope im wrong... its really depressing once the reality sets in. but, i take it more as a learning experience to actually be corny and cherish all the moments with my class "06", so i dont have any thoughts of the "woulda coulda shoulda". all i can say is that this summer and senior year are going to be off the fucking chaiinnn. so excited <3. i dont want to write a journal entry reflecting on this year...or any of my highschool years at that, just because you tend to remember the bad things more so than the good, thats just a known fact...and i dont want to make my highschool years sound toooo sucky. i have one more year left, i have to make it good. i have to make it worthwhile. i will. i also have the most best friend ever, so dont even lie when you say you do. liars. i <3 emma, FOREVER.on a different note,tonight i put in my two weeks notice at coldstone, but i made it known to them that i might come back after the summer due to my summer job as a counselor at kamp kool.well, exams start friday...integrated.ahh, im nervous for that one, i need a B. ill do it. i hope i will. after exams im going to the beach with cara and megan and whoever else endss up coming, so that should be cool. i hope this weekend is good, besides the fact im working 15 hours...im sure it will be. alright. im going to go organize my ap art history folder, goshhh im just trying to have fun lately and if thats not fun, i dont know what is.to describe how im feeling lately i will leave you with this quote from a beautiful girl who really does know how to loveee life.."Never wake up before ten; never go to bed before three. Normal hours are for normal people. You never want to be normal. How boring, I'm yawning." -Paris Hilton
<3 aL.
p.s. Bo Bice better win tonight, the last thing this world needs is another country singer.
i had a bearable day. it was more than bearable, it was actually OKAY! i am not failing math, ive studied my ass off for the last 3 tests, and ive come out with a 75, which means if i get a B on the exam, i will have an overall B. hoot hoot. ap art history was a downer as expected, i knew i would have to redraw my entire project due to the lack of skills & focus in the first one. bummer. so after school i came home and slept for 30 minutes, this is where the "my day" began. after the nap i went to the gym for an hour with my aunt and we did spinning class, there was no air today at L.A but besides that, it rocked as always, after that i went tanning, and then to get my eyebrows done, and then shopping. i just needed me time. i got it, im satisfied.wee. the past few weeks ive been really confused, ive been in situations i promised id never let myself get into AGAIN. but im pretty sure i learned my lesson this time. i still stand strong when i say i have no regrets, just lessons learned.so today was the seniors last day, it was a little bit sad. it made me think, a lot. a lot of people were leaving the school today that i realized i have a lot of history with...and im never going to randomly see them in the halls to give that occassional stare or smile to or even to bring upon the thoughts of "woulda,coulda,shoulda" so who knows if i really will ever see them again, god i hope im wrong... its really depressing once the reality sets in. but, i take it more as a learning experience to actually be corny and cherish all the moments with my class "06", so i dont have any thoughts of the "woulda coulda shoulda". all i can say is that this summer and senior year are going to be off the fucking chaiinnn. so excited <3. i dont want to write a journal entry reflecting on this year...or any of my highschool years at that, just because you tend to remember the bad things more so than the good, thats just a known fact...and i dont want to make my highschool years sound toooo sucky. i have one more year left, i have to make it good. i have to make it worthwhile. i will. i also have the most best friend ever, so dont even lie when you say you do. liars. i <3 emma, FOREVER.on a different note,tonight i put in my two weeks notice at coldstone, but i made it known to them that i might come back after the summer due to my summer job as a counselor at kamp kool.well, exams start friday...integrated.ahh, im nervous for that one, i need a B. ill do it. i hope i will. after exams im going to the beach with cara and megan and whoever else endss up coming, so that should be cool. i hope this weekend is good, besides the fact im working 15 hours...im sure it will be. alright. im going to go organize my ap art history folder, goshhh im just trying to have fun lately and if thats not fun, i dont know what is.to describe how im feeling lately i will leave you with this quote from a beautiful girl who really does know how to loveee life.."Never wake up before ten; never go to bed before three. Normal hours are for normal people. You never want to be normal. How boring, I'm yawning." -Paris Hilton
<3 aL.
p.s. Bo Bice better win tonight, the last thing this world needs is another country singer.