its been awhile
ok its been mad long since i updated. but actually there is nothing 2 update on. i have no new boys, i have no new friends, i have no new ne thing. life is the same as it was 5 months ago. AND ITS BORING ME. i need some excitement, change, idk something 2 keep me occupied...ne ideas? please let me know. im curious 2 think what u ppl will suggest. im think about changing the hair color? maybe. idk... but school sucks and im practically failing math. oh well....as long as i pass im fine. damnit. i just looked at my pants and i got blood from my finger on my fucking favorite pair of jeans. damnit. fuck. and idk im just completely bored w/ my life. w/ everything really. and i have noticed the my food intake and the amount of sleep i get is steadily decreasing. im kinda worried. i think i might tell my mommy about it...get some tests done and see if somethings wrong. its not like me 2 turn down my moms corn beef. which i happened 2 do yesterday. i need 2 do something fun and exciting...maybe mall i can meet some guys. though the only guy im interested in, im not quite sure of the chances on that. i can always count on guys 2 make me more curious than i already am. curious, or is confused the better word...perhaps both. and thats another thing i have become very irritable and quite indecisive. like idk whether 2 be happy or sad, angry or excited. like its borderline, like genious and insanity. maybe im going through depression. WHO KNOWS. and now im just rambling wooohooo. ok im bored outta my mind and i better get comments on this cause that would be y i never update ne more...ok im out