no words/ dawning of reason/ the awakening

Sep 08, 2005 09:09

there are no words to express how much fun my 1st day of recruitment was!! It was nothing like what i had expected, and as i walked into the first "party" last night i knew that i was doing the right thing, and what i should do all at the same time. But more on that later..

im not gonna go into detail and say which parties i liked best, or which sororities impressed me the most because thats more of a personal thing. but i will say that i was very overwhelmed at first and then it just seemed to fit perfectly as i went from place to place. everyone did a great job, i talked to some amazing sorority women, and i had a BLAST!!

okay.. now on the right thing to do/should do matter..
yesterday, a conversation with someone very close to me made sense of everything in my life, and for the first time in a long time everything was clear to me. ive always wondered what if i had done this or that? would it have changed the whole chain of events that was to come after it, or would eveyrthing happen the same way? This person made me realize that i have many Y's in my life.. a Y is when you have a decision to make and you are at the end of the bottom part of the Y and you have to choose one of the paths. the paths are parallel paths, and may or may not cross again in life. so when you're at the bottom of those two paths theres 2 ways to go, the way you think you should go, and the right way to go. Sometimes theres just right or wrong.. but wanting to go one way, and having both ways be right, but only one be ultimately right is the hardest.

i have 4 Y's.

gia
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