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I don't know why I did that. I really don't know why I kissed her. I just- it felt so right at that time. And besides, it doesn't mean anything. Right? It can't- Everything about this screams of something familiar, something I ought to know, but I don't. It's so confusing. And I don't know how to face her again. I thought I knew I liked her, but only as a really good friend. Why would I-
Something must be wrong with me.
And Greta, and Amaranta. I asked Greta to the ball. She's a really nice girl. I wasn't lying, if it weren't for her, I probably wouldn't turn up at all. I wanted to ask.. Riley. But I didn't want her to face me the whole night. I-
Damn it. I sound incoherent.
Hey you. Are you going to the ball?
Okay, so maybe I was persuaded to go the ball after all. It might be fun, especially with the right company.
Rile
It's been getting colder lately, huh?