May 31, 2005 21:43
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
**I used to be so strong**
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
****Now I can't breathe****
******No, I can't sleep******
******I'm barely hanging on*****
*Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes* - or blue eyes ;-)
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
****Now all that's left of me****
************Is what I pretend to be******************
***************So together, but so broken up inside************
**************'Cause I can't breathe**************
*********No, I can't sleep**************
*********I'm barely hangin' on**************
**Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes**
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
*****Seeing you it kills me now*****
****No, I don't cry on the outside********
*******Anymore...*********
***Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes***
***Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes*** -or blue eyes
I love this songgg soo much!!! the *'s are the lines that I love and that apply to me. Life for me right now is okay. It is just the way it is. I can't change it and its about time I realized it. I'm not letting anything get to me anymore. theres no point. I'm just moving on no matter what and always taking risks. I'm not worried about others as much as I used to, if they need help I'm always here. But I'm not going to them. I'm keeping my mouth shut some more cause things seem to turn out better when I do....sad but true. I'm just looking forward toward my future and realizing what I have coming up. I can't wait but I will deal with I got until then. But I gotta go get in the shower then off to bed for another day.....