ApRiL fOoLs DaY!!!
well today started pretty good. When I woke up I was sooooo out of it. When I got to practice I was like out of it lol I'm sure so people saw that. I hope I didn't seem to be mad or nething I was just out if it so sorry if I was lol but neways we just threw some and got that pain in the butt fence lol me and danielle got so sick of that thing at the end lol we did base running too and I think I got that down like I know what to do so I'm still learning lol or refreshing whatever u wanna call it but my first run home lol soyla is a killer nobody can get past her lol when I got up to her I started to slow down and just touch the corner of the plate but she wasn't gonna let me get away like that lol she lifted her elbow and I was on the ground lol I spinned around twice lol it was fun lol it felt good to be on the ground though ya know lol but besides that that was the only exictment of the day for me lol then we did pitching.... OMG I have never felt so mad at myself I can't believe how bad I did. Greco catched and I know what she was thinking omg I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SLOW!!!!!!!!! I got the accuracy I just don't have the speed. And the coach told me that speed comes before that I'm like greattt lol but I got one thing down lol good enough but I'm gonna be working hard from now on I just didn't have the energy in me to push off the mound. Lamarand said good pitch on a couple but it didn't make me feel better :-/ I really hope this motivation comes sooon I need it to play I've been so lazy lately. I could play soooooo much better I think I need to find some new songs to listen to before practice or a game. Especially before the games I gotta get in da mood to play. Today and the past couple days I've been so lazy like tired and I didn't know what it was but my mom of course made it her liberty to tell me lol I'm dehydrated REALLY BADLY so I just drank one gatorade now I gotta drink like 2 more lol I shouldn't be this tired during the day when I'm sleeping 10 hours a night. So hopefully this will take care of it but the tanning is doin it too but I still gotta go to that lol We have no practice tomorrow!!!!!! YES lol I wanna practice in a way but a break and time to get my throws down here I can do alot better over there so kinda good. I'm gonna be practing by myself tomorrow with my pitch back if it wouldn't keep breaking geez I spend more time fixing that thing then using it to practice wth but neways I'm exicted about the upcoming game. I'm keeping a positive attitude this season is gonna be awesome. Now that I'm on varsity I have to be positive and try really hard. I wanna go to districts I really wanna make this season really memorable :-) Lately things have been a lil off. At softball things are alright I guess but I feel like a real outsider and at home its I dunno really weird. I don't like it. But Monday I'm gonna be really positive and change all that. Especially cause of school too ugh I hate school so much!!!!!! But its all good whatever I'll just deal like everything else. I may sound retarded but being happy for no reason really makes everything better. You realize how retarded you are for being mad or sad for whatever u were about....I think that is right lol but I gotta go Gilmore Girls is coming on lol yes I am a dork I know I know lol bye-