If it's not one thing its another...and everything inbetween...
Today...bad day
There is just too much happening right now. I can't say them...but they are really getting to me. My mind is racing like crazy. I can't keep one simple thought. I really need to get out of here. I need to leave I need to get my head straight. I need a fresh start. Things are just not getting better. Everything is just crashing down in a way. I thought I had everything straight but I don't. I really need something to put everything back into order. I think I got something down like I think I got it all figured out and think I have my final decision on how I should handle it. But I don't. My mind keeps changing it. I wish it was one thing but it isn't. I just need a day away from everything to get my mind straight. I want to just take my moms or my future blazer and drive away. Go somewhere far away so I can just figure things out. Just start new. I wish I chose a college farther away. But its okay. I hope someday I get a good perspective on things. Until I get this all figured out...I'm keeping to myself. I don't want to bother anybody with this. It's my business and I need to figure it out. If its not one thing its another...and all the stuff inbetween. I need a vacation...by myself.
There is just too much happening right now. I can't say them...but they are really getting to me. My mind is racing like crazy. I can't keep one simple thought. I really need to get out of here. I need to leave I need to get my head straight. I need a fresh start. Things are just not getting better. Everything is just crashing down in a way. I thought I had everything straight but I don't. I really need something to put everything back into order. I think I got something down like I think I got it all figured out and think I have my final decision on how I should handle it. But I don't. My mind keeps changing it. I wish it was one thing but it isn't. I just need a day away from everything to get my mind straight. I want to just take my moms or my future blazer and drive away. Go somewhere far away so I can just figure things out. Just start new. I wish I chose a college farther away. But its okay. I hope someday I get a good perspective on things. Until I get this all figured out...I'm keeping to myself. I don't want to bother anybody with this. It's my business and I need to figure it out. If its not one thing its another...and all the stuff inbetween. I need a vacation...by myself.