Confused and Unsure
It was the comments as much as the tone in which they were spoken, and both combined really made me wonder.
I don't like to play games, and yet I catch myself doing so; head games with myself, waiting games with him... this relationship deserves a lot more than, "Oh yeah? Well, two can play that game!" So I must learn not to take things so personally.
On the other hand...
He said I could call anytime, day or night...
I said I'd talk to him again shortly and already felt bad that it had been over two hours when our time had been so limited all weekend...
"Then why are you calling?" (long pause) "I didn't know I needed a reason."
Ouch.
Do I need a reason to call the man I love? Is it okay just to want to hear his voice again? Am I reading too much into his brief and curtly expressed questions?
s.a.