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I was told today that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I suppose that that is correct, but where are they supposed to go? I'm not one of those kinds of people that go about, smiling when they are crying on the inside. I do get mad, and I do get frustrated and annoyed. I don't like it, but hey that's who I am.
I am starting to see my friendship with B slowly dissolving into aquantences. So what? I'm sorry that I feel the need to dissect every conversation, obssesivly go over every detail of every interaction, but I am terrified of losing a valued friend. Like, I feel like there has been a thread cut between the two of us, and whatever connection that we had is now gone, and I'm holding the quickly unraveling pieces in my fingers. B...he's probably let go already. I am not planning on giving up, I am hoping he isn't either. As much as it hurts to love him from a distance and listen to him talk about other girls, it would hurt a million times more to be cut off completely and not have my favorite friend to rely on here. Does anyone believe in soulmates? I don't know if I do, but if there was such a thing...B would probably be it.
Lots to think about
~Steph
I am starting to see my friendship with B slowly dissolving into aquantences. So what? I'm sorry that I feel the need to dissect every conversation, obssesivly go over every detail of every interaction, but I am terrified of losing a valued friend. Like, I feel like there has been a thread cut between the two of us, and whatever connection that we had is now gone, and I'm holding the quickly unraveling pieces in my fingers. B...he's probably let go already. I am not planning on giving up, I am hoping he isn't either. As much as it hurts to love him from a distance and listen to him talk about other girls, it would hurt a million times more to be cut off completely and not have my favorite friend to rely on here. Does anyone believe in soulmates? I don't know if I do, but if there was such a thing...B would probably be it.
Lots to think about
~Steph