Another Update of probable randomness

Jul 13, 2004 12:42

I am sitting at work right now. I have to file papers. I hate hate hate being file bitch, i hate it. It's boring and I get paper cuts and my back hurts, blah.
This week since Tuesday has been...well, ok. I suppose. I really don't know how to describe it other than, I've hung out a lot with Steph (surprise there, right?) and moaned a lot over the boy I have a crush on. Too bad that even since Tuesday night, when I saw him and had a very good night, he has been ignoring me. Thursday and Saturday, although we were at the same party, he wouldn't even stay in the same room or whatever with me for more than fifteen minutes at a time. Furthermore, his friends think that I am hitting on them (which I'm not), and I know this b/c they asked Steph about it. I have a thing for the Boy I Have A Crush On, not his friends, duh! Why else would I fool around with him?...SHHH Albeit (sp?) Saturday night was MUCH better than Thursday when he flat out ignored me the entire time. At least on Saturday he was paid attention to me for about...five seconds.
Why is it that I always seem to fall for the guys that treat me like crap? It's slightly sick, I suppose. huh, alliteration. nice.
This whole venting about it makes everything seem a lot better, no?
I wish that school would start already. Summer is getting super super boring
~Steph
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