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DREW!!!
This totally made my day:
"amy fucking woodward-when i was talking about funny girls, you were it. if there were one person i could talk to for the rest of my life ... you know... like once a month, id prolly pick you. i genuinely enjoy you as a person, and i hope that wherever you go, you dont forget me."
And this made me laugh:
"tommy-wtf who are you and why cant you be normal?"
Drew - I fucking love you.
The appreciation, as always, is mutual.
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So, things are going pretty well.
I notice I'll have an hour where I completely LOSE it emotionally. I like that I've gotten control of it to the extent that I have. I still have very little urge to share, however. I don't think it's bad that I like to keep all this shit to myself, it's just part of my personality.
Anyway. I'm trying to be more social but it just feels like fucking WORK. I seriously don't think I'm cut out for it. I don't have the personality nor the interest for it. I mean, I want friends and all, but I like spending hours with just myself and a book or maybe some music for company.
It's strange though. I still feel as though I'm out of my element. I thought college would be IT for me. I guess I'm somewhat relieved that it may not be IT for me at all, that my high point will come later. But I worry that maybe my high point won't come at all, that maybe I'll just be waiting my entire life for things to fit. And then I realize that it's pretty fucking lame to sit and worry about that shit.
Whatever.
I'm settled. What more could I ask for?
This totally made my day:
"amy fucking woodward-when i was talking about funny girls, you were it. if there were one person i could talk to for the rest of my life ... you know... like once a month, id prolly pick you. i genuinely enjoy you as a person, and i hope that wherever you go, you dont forget me."
And this made me laugh:
"tommy-wtf who are you and why cant you be normal?"
Drew - I fucking love you.
The appreciation, as always, is mutual.
------------------------------------------------------------
So, things are going pretty well.
I notice I'll have an hour where I completely LOSE it emotionally. I like that I've gotten control of it to the extent that I have. I still have very little urge to share, however. I don't think it's bad that I like to keep all this shit to myself, it's just part of my personality.
Anyway. I'm trying to be more social but it just feels like fucking WORK. I seriously don't think I'm cut out for it. I don't have the personality nor the interest for it. I mean, I want friends and all, but I like spending hours with just myself and a book or maybe some music for company.
It's strange though. I still feel as though I'm out of my element. I thought college would be IT for me. I guess I'm somewhat relieved that it may not be IT for me at all, that my high point will come later. But I worry that maybe my high point won't come at all, that maybe I'll just be waiting my entire life for things to fit. And then I realize that it's pretty fucking lame to sit and worry about that shit.
Whatever.
I'm settled. What more could I ask for?