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Last nite i had a panic attack where i actially thought my life was over.
I think this was one of the scariest moments of my life.
Basically there has been so much shit going on lately, and School just needs to fuck off. I came home from a nice evening out, walked into my kitchen, and i couldnt breathe, i couldnt speak, my vision went blurry and just totally freaked out, because of some personal reasons that i just discovered when i got home, and combined with everything else, it was just terrible.
I couldnt breathe.
I couldnt stop pacing.
Finally i called Celine and she made me come over and i calmed down, but i was so freaked out. I have never been that scared in my life, I need to really destress, and thats really hard because my great grandmother just went in the hospital, so my moms really upset around the house and such, plus school REALLY needs to fuck off. But oh well shit happens, life goes on and stuff.
Sorry for the depresso posto, but you just need to rant shit out sometimes.