Anonymous Fic Request Meme!
Do you have fic ideas you just can't write?
Do you want to read more of a particular pairing?
Do you want to see some really kinky/sappy/crazy fic but you were always too afraid to ask?
If so, then this is the post for you! It's The Official SMAPxSLASH Anonymous Fic Request MemeThis is how it works ( Read more... )
Do you want to read more of a particular pairing?
Do you want to see some really kinky/sappy/crazy fic but you were always too afraid to ask?
If so, then this is the post for you! It's The Official SMAPxSLASH Anonymous Fic Request MemeThis is how it works ( Read more... )
The kiss tastes of salty tears and stale breath but it’s not necessarily bad, Nakai thinks. There’s a sense of familiarity in it, of being exactly where you should be right now and taking the other person exactly for what they are, without gloss and fake pretences. They are still sitting on the kitchen floor and it’s not very comfortable when Nakai tries to lean in and Kimura ends up hitting his head on the cupboard behind him, but they can’t care enough to do anything about it. Not until they are starting to lose control anyway, when Kimura pushes Nakai’s beanie off his head to slide his fingers through his hair and Nakai starts to kiss his neck as he is slipping on the tiles and if he doesn’t do something, he’s going to fall onto Kimura. He holds onto Kimura’s t-shirt, and Kimura tries to pull him up but loses balance and they both tumble to the floor, where they continue to kiss until it becomes too much to handle in the current position.
“Bed?” Nakai whispers to Kimura’s ear and receives a short nod in response. He picks himself off the floor and helps Kimura up and he is still holding his wrist when they go to the bedroom. Kimura seems a little shaky, so Nakai makes him sit down on the edge of the bed before he starts undressing him. Kimura in turn tries to undo Nakai’s pants but his fingers can’t work the button, so Nakai shoves him back onto the bed and quickly takes his own clothes off, managing to trip only once. He hesitates just for the briefest of moments, looking at the naked man sprawled before him. Were he completely sober, he would wonder if what he is doing isn’t actually the opposite of reassuring his friend in his life decisions. The haze of alcohol and arousal makes it so easy to put this thought away for later, though.
The tears are still glistening on Kimura’s cheeks and it makes Nakai want to cry too.
He has wondered if Kimura isn’t too wasted to handle this, but it seems he has either managed to sober up considerably or he wasn’t as drunk as Nakai thought in the first place. He pulls Nakai on top of himself immediately and kisses him hard and moans into his mouth when their erections brush against each other. Nakai kisses his face, his neck and his chest as he moves down his body. He has a vague awareness that this is their first and last time; he doesn’t even know if tomorrow he will still want another time, but for now all he wants is to make Takuya feel good. Judging from the soft sighs he can hear (when Kimura’s thighs aren’t blocking his ears) this is exactly what he does, and more.
“Hiro. I want you in me,” Kimura utters when Nakai is hovering between his spread legs. Nakai can’t say no to this.
He tries to go slowly at first but Kimura pulls him for a kiss and tells him not to hold back and the way his voice is quiet but firm is enough for Nakai to lose restraint. His thrusts become desperate, almost angry, while Kimura’s body wraps around him as if inviting him to sink completely in. He can barely stand the look of Kimura’s sweaty face, thrown back as his body arches under Nakai, so-fucking-beautiful, it makes his insides tighten with sadness. He battles the tears forming under his eyelids.
He wishes they could keep going like that forever, but his body won’t let him, not even for much longer. His hand wrapped around Kimura’s erection twists in the rhythm of his thrusting and he makes it a point to keep his eyes open so that he can see the exact moment when Kimura comes, with a soft groan, his luscious lips open as he falls back. It pushes Nakai off the edge immediately; they fall together.
Cleaned up, Nakai wants to put his clothes on and go, but Kimura only lets him pull his boxers on before he catches his hand.
“You can stay, you know.”
Nakai looks at him sitting on the bed, still naked, his ruffled hair falling into his eyes and the sudden surge of pain in his chest almost tears him apart.
“Alright,” he says. He slips into bed next to Kimura and wraps an arm around his waist. He knows this is impossible and too risky, so he waits until Kimura falls asleep and carefully gets out of bed, dresses and goes home.
All Kimura finds in the morning is a beanie, forgotten on the kitchen floor.
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Not only am I NOT surprised that this was fulfilled by you, but in turn, I'm also NOT surprised at how friggen' amazing it was! I hereby name you the resident crack/2TOP'er.
Uuuugh. I can't wrap my head around how good this was and how happy I am it wasn't even my request!.
ILOVETHETIMEFRAME! AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FETISH FOR ANGST, ESPECIALLY WHEN SMAP'S INVOLVED.
idek if this was your intention, but you also magically fulfilled my Nakai/Kimura/beanie OT3, soooo, for that. THANK YOU! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
NAKAI WAS TOP! I don't thiiiiiink I've ever read Nakai topping in 2TOP? there was a lot of top-usage in that sentence just now But it was good and I was surprised at first, but like a, delightful surprised. I love the little things the most though even more than the hot, like: Nakai blocking the fridge, somewhat keeping track of the time by the number of smokes, track of tears on Kim's face, Nakai saying 'grats once, Kim' raising his index finger (this is all out of order I know) and the beanie being forgotten on the kitchen floor. AMONG OTHER THINGS.
“Hiro. I want you in me,” made me want to die.
I'm trying to cut back on the length of my comments, so, imma' end this with an, ILUEVEN MORE FOR THIS! 8DDDDD
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Nakai/Kimu/beanie was so totally not my intention at first but then it sort of jumped me and I thought you at least would enjoy it. 8D
I got recently in touch with a strange side of me I didn't know existed and all I wanna see is Nakai topping Kimura. and I don't think I have ever read that either [why haven't I requested it yet? this needs to be fixed asap]. Idek. and srsly? I liked writing all the small things much more too, I thought I was even going to cut the sex, but then that wouldn't be really filling the request. XD
I'm happy you liked it, bb, I was starting to hate myself for the angst. D: &ilu2♥
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I've never imagined that Kimura would be so desperate and Nakai would top xD yahoo~ You make it so real xD
But I think it's a little bit fast for them to fuck xD Somehow I want to see them in more pain (What's wrong with me xD) and go through emotional exchanges before fucking xD
My bad. I said too much, but haven't said thank you to you, Anon *hugs*
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you're welcome and thank you for this request. ^.^
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Thank you so much for writing this! <33
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