::YaWn::
Today I am extra lazy. I'm highly contemplating sleeppppp for the afternoon even though I aught to get off my fat ass and run or something, I'm just too damn lazy.
I need to go to Bow soon and get my spring clothes... I dunno why I dont do it I just keep putting it off...
So I guess we are going to Nora's on saturday instead for dinner, either way it should be fun. I'm still trying to figure out this strawberry thing or whatever, ha.
Still dont really know where I am going with things right now. School just doesnt seem right, I feel like I am wasting my time. Part of me feels like i made a mistake, but i wasnt happy. I hated living in Bow because it was too suffocating. Now I'm so happy with Tobe but I dont know where I'm gonna end up with school or work. I need money, I have no car and worst of all I feel really bad about depending on him for so much. I'm not his responsibility and now he's stuck dealing with everything I need. I guess I should just be happy I'm so lucky but i still feel bad.
Oh well I guess I'm just gonna go veg some more, seems to be all I am good at lately.
I need to go to Bow soon and get my spring clothes... I dunno why I dont do it I just keep putting it off...
So I guess we are going to Nora's on saturday instead for dinner, either way it should be fun. I'm still trying to figure out this strawberry thing or whatever, ha.
Still dont really know where I am going with things right now. School just doesnt seem right, I feel like I am wasting my time. Part of me feels like i made a mistake, but i wasnt happy. I hated living in Bow because it was too suffocating. Now I'm so happy with Tobe but I dont know where I'm gonna end up with school or work. I need money, I have no car and worst of all I feel really bad about depending on him for so much. I'm not his responsibility and now he's stuck dealing with everything I need. I guess I should just be happy I'm so lucky but i still feel bad.
Oh well I guess I'm just gonna go veg some more, seems to be all I am good at lately.