wonderful- isnt it a great word

Apr 24, 2004 22:00

GRRRR is a good way todescribe how im feeling. idk im on the fone wit kiki. shes a good chick. i luv her
shes soo wonderful
well tomrorow a memorial picknick thing for my grams who died on august 6th. im lost right now
i feel almost dead
like theres no life is left to me.
i just cant seem to get shit straight in my head at the moment. kasia ditched me for some dude she likes like shes crushing on and yet shes sapose to be a lesbian. i dont get it. and to tell the truth im just as confused with my sexuality. i think i just enjoy sex and take it where i can get it really. idk
i watch IGBY GOES DOWN its a good movie wonderful really. it makes me think to truth it does. i wish i had a different life. like the life of chris howe or dan thurlo. theyve got it. noone hates them. plus yea theyve got guy friends. i really wish i could have guys friends not just fuck buddies
and to tell the truth i havent HOOKED up majorly since i started dating liz. i sorta miss getting ass from kasia as wrong as that sounds but idk. its a fucked up relationship. it really is, and to top it off. masterbation sucks. shit gurls dont think guys have it made because its easier to masterbait or something its not. masterbation gets old fast. really fast.
idk
i apparently dont know alot of things but u know what i wish i was back at holy cross at times. i mean i had ppl there "connection" parsay. at nonnewaug ive got nohting.NOTHING no fuck buddies or anything i miss my morning with christa or afternoons with paul
and those mid day looks in the locker room. but im to be above that atleast kiki wants me to be. i think i change manl becuase of her. shes a key stone in my life even if she doesnt know it. i find her intellecutial and witty
shes makes me smile and laugh and i think everything shes helps me threw gives her and new insite on hows handeling things so bluntly have a reprocution of black eyes and alot of death threats( dont ask). but besides that i think things go well emotion really flows when ur blunt'
i think bluntness is both a sign of streghnth and weakness in cases like ethan its bad VEY BAD. because ethan doesnt know when to shut the fuck up
he is a dumb ass as many ppl some of who would probibly remain annonmis but would also other wise agree, he needs to learn to keep his mouth shut.
another things that peaves me or pisses the fucking hell out of me is hipocrosy. i cant fucking spell it but i can try, and try i shall. ppl like to say OMG u have sex thats abad thing to do et ppl go home and or to cars at certain times and screw other ppls brains out. honestly at nonnewaug alone ive found 4 different condoms on different ays and yes they were used. fill to the end and bursting with that salty shit of cum. some ppl would believe thatr this is normaly and thank god teens are at least using protection yet them they would return to tell us that it is bad to use condoms because we shouldnt be having sex int eh first place.

sex is an interesting topic. a topic which in some social groups is very much taboo. taboo as in very untopicalable( if there is such a word). SEX MASTERBATION oral pleaser are all things in society today. condoms come in an assortment of colors and in some cases flavors. thats a good one flavored condoms for oral sex. o remeber opne time in 8th grade a guy on my bus cam across one in his partne sock draw and was sucking on it the next morning on the bus.he didnt know what it was untill that after noon in which turn he came the next morning and explained to all th toher assfucks. hmm
if flavored condoms arent used for acucaly sex then yes they incurage oral sex. hmm
oral sex
if u ask me men are the only ones who get please. ive given oral sex to a chick and to tell the truth it was quit boring for me, but then again some may argue becaus eim bisexual it doesnt matter what i think and tru that is a factor but thats not why i found it boring. thats strays me off topic and id hate to get off topic. i find that ppl who are bored enought to read my entry and coment on them negativly are dicks they need lives and yet they cant get them because they are teen boys mostly. wow teen guys
teen guys is a great subject to discuss because they suck. the primary topic in a guy conversation up till the year of about 30 and yet some beyond that is yet again sex. sex is an overloming cloud. this cloud of sex takes over everything in our lives. from media and radio to our homes and magazines. if u ask me i think its time that sex is an embrassed thing because if weve learned something its that when something is embressed and isnt considered not taboo it is less used and aboused as weve have seen in europe with liquire the teens overt there dont over drink yet here teens do because they must sneak it and such.
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