what to doo
so i found out last week i could graduate next year instead of in 06'. OMG BIG SURPRISE. next year and the year after are fller years mostly for me and to tell u teh truth im honestly gonna do everything. im taking SAT's in may and im gonna do all that college shit this year too. i dont want to be in high school and deal witht hat shit anymore. if i graduate next year ill also get o lie with kasia in boston. thatll be fun.i hate long weekends too cause my familys home too much ike walter and i cant be int eh same room ro talk to each other more tan 24 hours int he entire weekend. thats just how it is. the dreams ive been having of dieing and shit arent good. i keep dreaming my death at differnt ppls hands chris howe mike sweeny josh GB and a few other that most ppl wont know and some i dont even know. FREAKY!
im fading really i think getting out og high school faster will be good. mybe college will be different maybe ill get what i really always wanted and that would be guy friends. NOT FUCK BUDDIES im sick of those cuase i want real guy friends like ppl i can joke wit go to teh mall hang out wit and shit. like when im older someon to get a beer wit or something i mena i can look around and everyone has a guy or a few guys from thier band or something. i dont have those and i never did. its cause im bi. chicks feel fine with it. DUDES ARENT at least not at this level of maturity.
fucking hormones. those suck. i hope college will be different i just have to keep saying that to myself. really i mean just keep saying that college is only a few yeara away.
im fading really i think getting out og high school faster will be good. mybe college will be different maybe ill get what i really always wanted and that would be guy friends. NOT FUCK BUDDIES im sick of those cuase i want real guy friends like ppl i can joke wit go to teh mall hang out wit and shit. like when im older someon to get a beer wit or something i mena i can look around and everyone has a guy or a few guys from thier band or something. i dont have those and i never did. its cause im bi. chicks feel fine with it. DUDES ARENT at least not at this level of maturity.
fucking hormones. those suck. i hope college will be different i just have to keep saying that to myself. really i mean just keep saying that college is only a few yeara away.