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NIU lost by one point to Northwestern. A crucial decision to go for a 2 point conversion with 6 seconds left in the game cost NIU the match. Coach Novak decided to go for the win instead of going into overtime (where they'd get the ball first) and attempt to win then. I guess he didn't have enough faith in his team down the stretch, but enough faith in out starting QB to throw it to our number one reciever after he moved 4 yards. Well, our reciever slipped and fell to his knees as the ball was thrown. The corner back was completely faked out on the play and the reciever was wide open, unfortunately the ball was 4 feet over his head and uncatchable to a man halfway lying on the ground.
Well, that was my interpretation of the final seconds of the game, haha. As I watched from Doug's room and ran a victory lap around the floor everytime there was a touchdown with the rest of the guys. Good times where mostly had last night. except it got incredibly boring.
I still didn't have anything to drink last night, and even played the silent game for about 4 hours trying to save my throat. I've been such a good boy this weekend. I did get hit with a big double sided dildo yesterday, though. A few people from the floor went to the local sex shop and bought many novelty items, and some condoms for people. it was amusing. and the video of Felix and brian with the dildo, is hilarious. You should all see it. As impossible as that is.
Sometimes I ask myself "why?". Why do I find myself thinking about and missing someone with so many problems, someone who has made me feel the worst I've ever felt? The only 2 reasons I can come up with, is that this person also made me feel the best I've ever felt, and I'm addicted (like a drug). An alcoholic or junkie can stop using, but the desire to drink or shoot up, or smoke is still there. Let's not forget the fact that a part of my heart and soul still loves her. **sigh** damn.
HAPPY SEPTEMBER 11TH, MEGHAN!!!! (it's her birthday, ugh, you guys!)
That is all,
Smallz
Well, that was my interpretation of the final seconds of the game, haha. As I watched from Doug's room and ran a victory lap around the floor everytime there was a touchdown with the rest of the guys. Good times where mostly had last night. except it got incredibly boring.
I still didn't have anything to drink last night, and even played the silent game for about 4 hours trying to save my throat. I've been such a good boy this weekend. I did get hit with a big double sided dildo yesterday, though. A few people from the floor went to the local sex shop and bought many novelty items, and some condoms for people. it was amusing. and the video of Felix and brian with the dildo, is hilarious. You should all see it. As impossible as that is.
Sometimes I ask myself "why?". Why do I find myself thinking about and missing someone with so many problems, someone who has made me feel the worst I've ever felt? The only 2 reasons I can come up with, is that this person also made me feel the best I've ever felt, and I'm addicted (like a drug). An alcoholic or junkie can stop using, but the desire to drink or shoot up, or smoke is still there. Let's not forget the fact that a part of my heart and soul still loves her. **sigh** damn.
HAPPY SEPTEMBER 11TH, MEGHAN!!!! (it's her birthday, ugh, you guys!)
That is all,
Smallz