[mood|
leave me alone please]
man,i want to apologize for what i did. i guess it got more people mad than i thought it would. i didnt think it would but, yes well it did. and part of me doesnt care so much that it made people mad. more so that they got mad and didnt tell me to my face. they went and told other people i was a wicked whore. hooray for the double standard! nobody ever gets mad at the guy. it is always "oh she is a whore"...guys? well they are either given a pat on the back or nothing is said to them.
but regardless of the way i feel about how stupid everybody is being about this, i want to apologize. y'all are my friends and i hate it when you are mad about something but do not tell me. TELL ME!i want to know.
i also do not get why it was so bad to begin with. to be honest... a lot of you have P.D.A-ed to an extent in front of me. and i have never said anything or been like wow...you are a whore. yet you feel it is ok to do that to me. plus, it was just making out, YEAH CAUSE NOBODY HAS EVER DONE THAT! there are worse things two friends could do to each other. things that in my book are whoreish behaviors.
sorry for ranting/apologizing...i dont think it made a bit of sense but oh well i had to say it.