While walking out of my Freshman Seminar class....
You know what I've realized...I'm always being hopefully in situations that are hopeless.
I dunno, maybe it's the nice in me. I just always believe that something good might come out of EVERY situation. I have no idea if that's a good thing or not.
Having all this hope can lead to being a good leader, ya know? Like when everyone has given up, I will still believe there's still hope for something better.
I'm trying to think of instances when this has occurred, but none seem to cross my mind. But hopefully you get what I mean.
It's also really bad....cause...then it's hard for me to let go of things. Like, I continue to think that there's hope for something better when in reality, there isn't.
it's just weird. I was thinking about this while I was walking from class...and I dunno, it made sense that I just have too much hope for things. I always seem to believe something good will come out of everything. and yes in some respects that's true....but there are a lot of things that are hopeless that I would just need to let go of.
It's just so hard.
I think it's also cause sometimes, I don't want to let go. I want to keep hoping because I WANT something good to come out of it.
It just sucks when you know it's hopeless and you wish it wasn't, which makes you continue having useless hope.
how depressing is that shit? hahahahha I'm still really happy here in Davis. This was a really good choice for me. I mean, I doubt I will ever live in Davis after college, but I enjoy this change. It's making me change and it's making me notice things about me more.
Halloween is coming up and Martina and I are gonna be Cholas! yeee I am soo excited! There's a party on Wednesday, but I don't want to drink. I'll probably have soda and find some sober people to chill with.
College is really exhausting and I am constantly tired...like my sister said I would be. : )
But it's worth it. Once football season is over, I think I'll get more sleep...hopefully...I doubt it. hahahaha
ok adios!
I dunno, maybe it's the nice in me. I just always believe that something good might come out of EVERY situation. I have no idea if that's a good thing or not.
Having all this hope can lead to being a good leader, ya know? Like when everyone has given up, I will still believe there's still hope for something better.
I'm trying to think of instances when this has occurred, but none seem to cross my mind. But hopefully you get what I mean.
It's also really bad....cause...then it's hard for me to let go of things. Like, I continue to think that there's hope for something better when in reality, there isn't.
it's just weird. I was thinking about this while I was walking from class...and I dunno, it made sense that I just have too much hope for things. I always seem to believe something good will come out of everything. and yes in some respects that's true....but there are a lot of things that are hopeless that I would just need to let go of.
It's just so hard.
I think it's also cause sometimes, I don't want to let go. I want to keep hoping because I WANT something good to come out of it.
It just sucks when you know it's hopeless and you wish it wasn't, which makes you continue having useless hope.
how depressing is that shit? hahahahha I'm still really happy here in Davis. This was a really good choice for me. I mean, I doubt I will ever live in Davis after college, but I enjoy this change. It's making me change and it's making me notice things about me more.
Halloween is coming up and Martina and I are gonna be Cholas! yeee I am soo excited! There's a party on Wednesday, but I don't want to drink. I'll probably have soda and find some sober people to chill with.
College is really exhausting and I am constantly tired...like my sister said I would be. : )
But it's worth it. Once football season is over, I think I'll get more sleep...hopefully...I doubt it. hahahaha
ok adios!