Oct 09, 2006 21:05
no one types in these anymore...i dont even know why i am??
so i'm very stressed, but trying to keep my cool.
i have never been so stressed and so calm in my life. ever. it's a bit crazy.
but today was a great monday, definitely better than last monday. but for some reason, i've been getting really exhausted. FAST. probably from lack of sleep, but even when i get sleep (i.e. weekends) i seem to still be exhausted.
but it also helps me work hard. i dunno. all this contradictory is making my head hurt.
so, i want to go to UC Berkeley, but i'm not sure i'll get in. I JUST DON'T KNOW, OK. but do i really want t o go to UC Davis?!? college decisions are hard. i wish berkeley would just accept me. cause if they don't, i dont know where i'd wanna go. down south? up north? middle of no-where? partyville? cow land? i know i'll be happy where ever i go...but i REALLY want to make the right decision.
also, i'm considering in applying to some state schools, just incase. like SF State, SJ State, and Sonoma State. i dunno.
why must college be so difficult? cause that's life...i get it.
well. i'm out. have fun reading my arbitrary entry. hahahhahahaa. jack will get it. muahaha
oh and great news, i have a B in AP Calculus. yay! now i just need to raise my grae in physics and english and i'll be good to go! woot!
adios muchachos!
- hanya