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James and I are doing better. Sometimes I still get paranoid about us, but once he comes back things will get better. Inshallah. Though he got sn interview for s place near Portland, and it's sorta bothering me.
But I don't have time to talk about it because I'm moving and work is getting really stressful.
Honestly, I've been feeling really lonely. Like I can't/ don't want to talk to anyone about it. It's making me really snippy and agitated. I hate it.
I know the solution is talking about it. But I'm back to feeling scared about talking about my feelings. I wanna talk to James... but I get worried about mentioning my family and being scared of leaving them (which is another factor) he'll just get frustrated.
I don't have a lot of time tomorrow or Sunday. But I'm hoping I can talk to him Sunday evening.
I just want to stop crying.
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