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Jul 05, 2005 00:23

what a curse; what a wanker.

yeah meh, I talk alot of crap on here so i've pretty much decided to stop putting my foot in it. My resolution is to either delete my page or use it too write about what I learned. I guess you'll find out what I decided at my next post.

fucking complacency, when the fuck do I get it!.!~

not really i'm calm and controled. Have you ever heard the expression "seeing red" or to "see red" or "saw red" well I never really thought it ment anything untill I socked one of my best friends in the eye and broke his eye socket, I literally saw red when it happened. My vission was covered in red, thats only happened a few times in my life and its when i've really snapped and just lost it, gone on instinct. rage, it was an amasingly empowering feeling. after the first time its only threatened in bouts not in any thing that has gone far, just flowed close.... but I feel it all the time now its like protection if anything goes wrong, and just how fucked up is that?

I don't know, its late can't be bothered writting anything redeeming.

-Rick
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