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homg, i weighed myself this morning ...
i could not have had a better surge of happiness ...
100.00 !!
:):):):):):):):)):):):)
i was so happy .
but yesterday , i got bitched after from four of my closest friends about having an eating disorder.
"you never eat, i never see you eat, i can see your ribcage all the time, im concerned for you, you're not healthy ..."
as the night progressed and alcohol entered our systems, the accusations got meaner .
"you're disgusting, you make me sick, no one likes an anorexic, so what are you: anorexic or bulimic ?, you're a skeleton, you're sick..."
i denied it all, of course .
even while intensely trashed, i denied it all .
anyways .
im going to new york in 5 days , at least :)
i could not have had a better surge of happiness ...
100.00 !!
:):):):):):):):)):):):)
i was so happy .
but yesterday , i got bitched after from four of my closest friends about having an eating disorder.
"you never eat, i never see you eat, i can see your ribcage all the time, im concerned for you, you're not healthy ..."
as the night progressed and alcohol entered our systems, the accusations got meaner .
"you're disgusting, you make me sick, no one likes an anorexic, so what are you: anorexic or bulimic ?, you're a skeleton, you're sick..."
i denied it all, of course .
even while intensely trashed, i denied it all .
anyways .
im going to new york in 5 days , at least :)