too much shit
ok, i should find out tonight or tomarrow about my new job at kindercare. childtime sucks big balls and i wish all evil on the director there. joy. ha. there is not joy when around her, except the complete cunt right there in front of you. i hate her.i hate her with a passion. ok, adam got fired today. joy was going to fire him yesterday... but she "forgot". ok. whatever. bullshit. soo, the reason he got fired? CAUSE HIS DAD HAS CANCER. seriously. it is definatly cancer, and because we had to go to the hospital for him... adam got fired, i would of been too if i wasnt quitting! stupid nasty rotten cunt! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ok, so anyways, yeah... and adam and i have been yelling at eachother like crazy cause bills are crazy and rent was late again,and it was so late this time..plus we've had so many other late ones, this might be our last month here. we dont know. we might get kicked out. grrrrrrrrrrr. so anyways, yesterday i spent 4 hours cleaning the apartment becuase it hasnt been cleaned in like a month because of so much shit happening. and i stillhave a shit load of work to do. its going ot take forever. i got the bathroom clean, and i picked up some of the living room, enough to shove most of the mess out of the way to move the couches and thetv, so that i could look for my car insurance information... because i lost a envelope my mom sent me with that info and some taxes info i need..and i still can not find the envelope. and i got hit by a plow truck on friday on my way to work. took out my front passanger tire, and mirror, and i have a huge scrape on the passanger side of my car. ok, to start off.. my car was fixed that morning too! the battery was dead so we fixed it, and adams car was broken too.. that got fixed yesterday. grrrrrrrrrrr. everythign is so fucking crazy not good right now.my cell phone got shut off cause i owe then like $160, and i gotta pay my credit cards off.. at least $50 to both of them..which i did one today, and our house phone bill is coming soon. plus rent is due again on the 1st... plus a ton other bills. aaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggghhhhhhhhh. yeah, and adam is suck a wonderful procrastinator. thats why were arguing. cause he procrastinates everything so nothgin gets done. like, thats why rent is 2 weeks late. ( even after promising me almost every day this past week.. I'll do it tonight or, i'll do it tomarrow) grrrr. i love him so much, but this procrastination is not helping anything here. we're going ot his parents tomarrow cause his mom wants to have a talk, because th is cancer is gunna change everything, they're so far behind on bills too.. its BIG. grr.. and adam hasnt been going to his military( which would of been an easy way to get us more money.. so we wouldnt be behind on bills!....) ..... that its a possibility that he might get discharged for goign awall. since hes been calling in every weekend its been since october... thats .. 6 months! fuck. im so fucking stressed out right now. i hadnt had my period in 2 months and it waslate os we got a preg test and it was negative, and like 3 days later i started,. ggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. its all so much fucking bullshit. i hate having to deal with so much at one time. i hurt like a bitch from gettign hit. stupid asshole. and the fuckign idiot was telling me how he had his liscence taken away for speeding when he was 17, and is 22 now. and how he could of kept going. and grrrrrrrrr. people piss me off. why are there so many fucking idiots in this world? ......................grrrrrrrrrrrrr. its just too much.