I'm not ready for this.
I'm not ready for Stephen to be out of my life in any capacity.
Everyone thinks I did the right thing, but I don't. Well, not entirely. I mean, I know that I can't live as someone's long-distance mistress, which is exactly what he let me be... but I can't stop loving him. I adore him.
I love him so. much.
All I want right now is to call him and tell him I love him. I want him to tell me he loves me. I want to cuddle up against him with a beer and fall asleep watching "Shaun of the Dead."
Everyone thinks I did the right thing, but I don't. Well, not entirely. I mean, I know that I can't live as someone's long-distance mistress, which is exactly what he let me be... but I can't stop loving him. I adore him.
I love him so. much.
All I want right now is to call him and tell him I love him. I want him to tell me he loves me. I want to cuddle up against him with a beer and fall asleep watching "Shaun of the Dead."