2007 is finally over.
...Thank God. I kinda can't believe it's 2008 already. I've been alive for nearly a quarter of a century (well, in 4 months and some days it really will be a quarter century), with a little to show for it. Maybe not as much as I'd like, but I think I have been through more than most 24-year-olds. I hope, at least, I have grown some.
2007 was a year for divorce, estranged family, loneliness, self-loathing, independence, rediscovering myself, and falling in love (hard).
I'm still uneasy about the way Stephen and I got together, but it nonetheless feels right. Maybe distance, though straining, lets our relationship sit in relationship tupperware, but that is too pessimistic a thought for a new year. I think that us being together in the same city is going to be amazing. We'll certainly have problems, but I honestly don't remember any relationship I have ever had where I have felt excited about growing as a couple by really dealing with whatever comes up. I am crazy in love with him.
Funny how he's nearly 5 years older than me.
I don't know if this entry makes sense. I have been drinking lots of Snow Plow and Jubilale while watching Doctor Who. Happy New Year, anyhow.
2007 was a year for divorce, estranged family, loneliness, self-loathing, independence, rediscovering myself, and falling in love (hard).
I'm still uneasy about the way Stephen and I got together, but it nonetheless feels right. Maybe distance, though straining, lets our relationship sit in relationship tupperware, but that is too pessimistic a thought for a new year. I think that us being together in the same city is going to be amazing. We'll certainly have problems, but I honestly don't remember any relationship I have ever had where I have felt excited about growing as a couple by really dealing with whatever comes up. I am crazy in love with him.
Funny how he's nearly 5 years older than me.
I don't know if this entry makes sense. I have been drinking lots of Snow Plow and Jubilale while watching Doctor Who. Happy New Year, anyhow.