my, my, how things change
i was just reading old entries from old journals back in like 2003... crazy how things change. keith came and went. and i missed him like crazy. there's an entire entry in one of my journals saying how i ditched class and went in the bathroom and actually cried over the guy! and there i was, 3 years later, in the hot tub with him... wondering what the fuck i saw in him. it definitely wasn't his dick. yeah yeah, so it's out. i fucked keith. hahaha i was grieving for 2 years over that small cock? man was i naive....
then it was george. eh. he's still hot, but such a player.
then it was brett. because he had a lip ring. oooh a lip ring. haha
oh boy. then there was shawn. nice guy, total geek though. what did i see in him??
but before them all, it was the infamous JASON. jason, jason, jason. jason this, jason that. he wasn't even a crush, he was an obsession. a pathetic high school obsession. maybe a part of it had to do with his name. i've liked the name jason since i was 10. my friends and i would play house and i would always name my baby doll jason. but it totally went further than that. he was that one guy that i couldn't have no matter what i did. looking back, i totally stalked him. called him 24/7, knew where he lived, whatever. you know the story. and here i am now talking to his older brother (who, by the way, is wayyyyy cooler than jason).
it's amazing how things change in just 3 years. i wonder if i'll be looking back at my life now and laughing in 09...
then it was george. eh. he's still hot, but such a player.
then it was brett. because he had a lip ring. oooh a lip ring. haha
oh boy. then there was shawn. nice guy, total geek though. what did i see in him??
but before them all, it was the infamous JASON. jason, jason, jason. jason this, jason that. he wasn't even a crush, he was an obsession. a pathetic high school obsession. maybe a part of it had to do with his name. i've liked the name jason since i was 10. my friends and i would play house and i would always name my baby doll jason. but it totally went further than that. he was that one guy that i couldn't have no matter what i did. looking back, i totally stalked him. called him 24/7, knew where he lived, whatever. you know the story. and here i am now talking to his older brother (who, by the way, is wayyyyy cooler than jason).
it's amazing how things change in just 3 years. i wonder if i'll be looking back at my life now and laughing in 09...