(no subject)
So I didn't end up going to New York.. The male parental unit and I had a big falling out right before I was about to leave and I basically said fuck it. I'm going in August anyway in the company of people I enjoy being with. I don't need to see NY with his sleazy ass. So my brother went (poor Mattie) and I'm chillin here in G-dale still. And for some reason, I think I'm actually having a better time sitting on my ass reading Jenna Jameson's book and eating Warheads than I would be right now in New York.
I told the prick I wanted him out of my life. I never, ever thought I would say that to my own father.. But it reaches a point with some people where they cause more harm than good and you really just need to cut them out of your life, no matter how much it hurts. My dad stresses me out beyond belief- he's always complaining about his money problems, asking me when my mom is gonna get married, and talking about his bitch. Things that really don't concern me. It would be nice for him to take a genuine concern in my life every once in a while. I think the last time he asked how I was feeling or how things were going in my life was before 2006 even started. He's just concerned with himself. So I don't need him.
Anyway, enough bitching about him- it's raining! Yay! Although I did want to get in the spa tonight. Eh, some other night. Mom and Tom are taking me out to P.F. Changs tonight.. Mmm chinese food! I haven't had good chinese in sooo long....
I told the prick I wanted him out of my life. I never, ever thought I would say that to my own father.. But it reaches a point with some people where they cause more harm than good and you really just need to cut them out of your life, no matter how much it hurts. My dad stresses me out beyond belief- he's always complaining about his money problems, asking me when my mom is gonna get married, and talking about his bitch. Things that really don't concern me. It would be nice for him to take a genuine concern in my life every once in a while. I think the last time he asked how I was feeling or how things were going in my life was before 2006 even started. He's just concerned with himself. So I don't need him.
Anyway, enough bitching about him- it's raining! Yay! Although I did want to get in the spa tonight. Eh, some other night. Mom and Tom are taking me out to P.F. Changs tonight.. Mmm chinese food! I haven't had good chinese in sooo long....