Mar 01, 2004 20:34
i havent updated in a while...
Last week was one of the greatest weeks ive ever had Doug came and picked me up almost everyday to go to the mall, i usually just sit home and do nothing. On friday Doug and me went to Chris's house to drink, that was tons of fun, on saturday morning we went knife shopping in suffolk and then went to the mall yet again but it didnt really bother me because i rarely ever get to go anyways we saw audrie and kairee there working the preztels, then doug dropped me home and i said good bye to him. saturday evening i went to a birthday party to this girl named katie shes a real nice girl, and smart. sunday i hung out with jane and matt then came home.
today was the hardest day of school i had ever had in my life. i skipped with 20 others to think about things.
Doug if your somewhere, I fucking love you and i want you to know that you are a bastard. It was your choice and now everyone has to live with it. there are no concequences to your actions, except the sadness that you have brought all of your friends who loved you so much. We still love you very much and we will always love you. You remember friday night that was so fun "RICK JAMES BITCH!" and i even smoked a cigarrette with you with my koolaid mixed with wine. Your right Chris mom is really hott maybe shell marry me. You are the biggest man whore ever no one will ever take your place you are the king even though Chris is trying to fill your shoes with his small feet. Jamie and Kelly were getting along today you should have seen it, it was quite a sight. August is gonna cheat on his taxes for you and so am i, if anyone asks you're one of my kids and i won the medal of honor. You're a real true friend, one of the first friends when i came to western branch thanks for helping me get more friends. Remember that day you pulled down my gym shorts that was funny and when we accused you of sleeping with sara you said nothing happened but sara told me that you made out wtih her.. damn man-whore. August wants me to be your substitute while your gone, everyone says that i cant be but i think im sorta mexican. jamie didnt seem too emo today, but i guess she you knew you too well and was prepared ( i still think that she is crying her eyes out on the inside) but no one will know. You should have seen all of your friends they skipped school just for you, even i did, you know i never skip school cause im a goody good. i missed you today at the lockers i was waiting for you and your stupid red and gray sweater, rock and roll shirt, nikes, and the same damn jeans you wear everyday but you never showed it was dissapointing. im gonna start to chain smoke for you because i know that that was one of your goals ill try to do it for a while i cant stand cigarretes. Ill talk to you soon.
love,
Foreign Kid