thoughts on a saturday morning
it is grey outside. it is supposed to hit 80 today, but it sure does not feel like it is going to happen. instead, it feels like the type of day you just get in your closet, lay down in bed, and sleep till the cows come home. i don't have an agenda today. i just know that i am getting a pedicure with jenny. i am hopeful of a blended strawberry margarita being a part of my day too. this past month has been a whirlwind of goodness. but to be completely honest, i am completely exhausted. i really have not been this drained in a long time.
the last week of june I was in new york. although, and amazing experience, it was a lot of walking and a lot of humidity. it was not really a vacation in the true sense of the word. at the time i was in summer school too and had taken a midterm moments before rushing off to the airport for new york.
then the first week of july was my birthday. this of course, is always a major production in my world because i love my birthday. i was hanging out on the forth at the beach. then we were bowling and dining for my birthday night. then a birthday breakfast in the morning the day after. the whole weekend, i had barely any time to study for yet, another summer school midterm. but i did not care. i just wanted to celebrate.
then this past week...i think it is this last week that has really sent me over the edge in energy reserves. i had my lovely family in town from friday till tuesday. this, is always my favorite thing to do. we hung out at the pool or beach for five straight days. i was relaxed, tanned, and really tired from just having so much sun and exercise time. plus, i was studying for a final....AND there was the release of the hellish IPHONE 3G. honestly, if i could quit my job right now, i would. i hate the iphone. i hate that every phone call i get is, "do you have the iphone? when do you think you will get it?" ugh. my fam was here and they rescued me from the onslaught for a few days. but, that magic has worn off and I am back in work hell. there is NOTHING i want to do more than call out sick for like the next two months. i have to admit that i am completely completely worn out and I had a few days off. i feel so badly for the folks that have worked something like 16 days in a row. i feel like i have no reason to complain because i missed the worst weekend in the world. but i want to say that i really think we all deserve two paychecks..one from apple and one from att,
anyway, i am not going to do anything today, as a result of this month. but the good news is, i am going to nursing school at san marcos...i don't have to move, i don't have to be in debt, i don't have to leave behind the life i love here in san diego. i am excited about opportunity. i just need to sleep for a few weeks before it all begins!
the last week of june I was in new york. although, and amazing experience, it was a lot of walking and a lot of humidity. it was not really a vacation in the true sense of the word. at the time i was in summer school too and had taken a midterm moments before rushing off to the airport for new york.
then the first week of july was my birthday. this of course, is always a major production in my world because i love my birthday. i was hanging out on the forth at the beach. then we were bowling and dining for my birthday night. then a birthday breakfast in the morning the day after. the whole weekend, i had barely any time to study for yet, another summer school midterm. but i did not care. i just wanted to celebrate.
then this past week...i think it is this last week that has really sent me over the edge in energy reserves. i had my lovely family in town from friday till tuesday. this, is always my favorite thing to do. we hung out at the pool or beach for five straight days. i was relaxed, tanned, and really tired from just having so much sun and exercise time. plus, i was studying for a final....AND there was the release of the hellish IPHONE 3G. honestly, if i could quit my job right now, i would. i hate the iphone. i hate that every phone call i get is, "do you have the iphone? when do you think you will get it?" ugh. my fam was here and they rescued me from the onslaught for a few days. but, that magic has worn off and I am back in work hell. there is NOTHING i want to do more than call out sick for like the next two months. i have to admit that i am completely completely worn out and I had a few days off. i feel so badly for the folks that have worked something like 16 days in a row. i feel like i have no reason to complain because i missed the worst weekend in the world. but i want to say that i really think we all deserve two paychecks..one from apple and one from att,
anyway, i am not going to do anything today, as a result of this month. but the good news is, i am going to nursing school at san marcos...i don't have to move, i don't have to be in debt, i don't have to leave behind the life i love here in san diego. i am excited about opportunity. i just need to sleep for a few weeks before it all begins!