most of this is very vague
to be honest, i didn't have a very good week at all. but today some things were resolved and i feel a whole lot better. so much better, in fact, that some of the bigger things that were bothering me don't really matter so much anymore. apparently, he just wasn't having a very good week at all either. but we are best friends, so i forgive him.
alethia is leaving on wednesday and i am actually pretty sad. she probably doesn't know that she has been a pretty important part of keeping me sane lately. i might go visit her in new orleans over the summer, i think that would be fun.
i feel like i have been a big boring nothing for so long just because of some stupid bullshit i was letting make me sad, and i am pretty disappointed in myself for letting this happen. i think i'm ready to be myself again and start doing things that make me happy again. i had some dreams recently that reminded me of what is really important (not the magic space tree one, different ones).
alethia is leaving on wednesday and i am actually pretty sad. she probably doesn't know that she has been a pretty important part of keeping me sane lately. i might go visit her in new orleans over the summer, i think that would be fun.
i feel like i have been a big boring nothing for so long just because of some stupid bullshit i was letting make me sad, and i am pretty disappointed in myself for letting this happen. i think i'm ready to be myself again and start doing things that make me happy again. i had some dreams recently that reminded me of what is really important (not the magic space tree one, different ones).