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Jul 12, 2009 14:29

i'm extremely weepy. this might have something to do with pms, but boy do i feel blue.

i was reading a journal from a couple years ago & i'm not the girl i used to be, but certain old habits die hard. i'm no (megan) fox & sometimes that drags me down. i miss living with charlotte. i miss led zeppelin on the record player & eating veggies from the garden 'cause that's all i could get my hands on. i miss painting on the blanket in the backyard. i miss biking to work & even getting up at 5:30 in the morning to be there on time. i miss getting my tarot cards read & meditating in the back room. i miss napping in the park after reading for hours in the sun. i miss all the waiting around, even though at the time i hated it.

i miss everything i thought was so hard, but i had no responsibility. i was nothing but a dirty hippy living out of my car. i think i should save some money, buy another car, save some more & just leave.

goodbye you, you, you, you.
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