oh god... :-(

[small_town_grl]

Tonight was soooo good... and sooo bad.. all at the same time...
It was sooo much fun to see everyone again... yet it was soo horrible too...
Some of what I did tonight I understand why I did it and I'm ok with it...
Some of what I did tonight I dont understand at all and right now I hate myself for...
I hate what all of this has made me into...

.........I just want to cry.....