[.It's been 7 hours and 15 days.....]
I deleted his number from my phone today. And any texts I still had left. I cried while and for a little while after I did it. I was unsettled at how little control I had over those tears.
It's been months. Let go? The truth is I'm still trying to loosen my grip. And I think I'm getting better at it. Those of you who are close to me know It's been a very very slow process. But I'm trying really hard. It's my first time so I'm just not very good at this.
Thanks to everyone who responded to my last post about how to fall out of love with someone. And thank you for never saying that I should be over this by now. That was a very judgemental voice in my head I had to silence. This strange journey I'm on. And I've decided I'm going to write more often here in my journal. It's one of the ways I'm going to work out my grief.
It's been months. Let go? The truth is I'm still trying to loosen my grip. And I think I'm getting better at it. Those of you who are close to me know It's been a very very slow process. But I'm trying really hard. It's my first time so I'm just not very good at this.
Thanks to everyone who responded to my last post about how to fall out of love with someone. And thank you for never saying that I should be over this by now. That was a very judgemental voice in my head I had to silence. This strange journey I'm on. And I've decided I'm going to write more often here in my journal. It's one of the ways I'm going to work out my grief.