Jul 14, 2006 00:06
Need to vent:
I don't get why Brian seems to have a problem with staying over my house tomorrow night. When his parents weren't home he wanted to go and stay with the cats. When my parents aren't home, you'd think he would say that we could stay at my house so that I could take care of the cats, or just because we'd have the house to ourselves. And his friends Paul, Ben, and Elyse, might come down... it would make more sense for them to stay at my house because Ben and Elise could have Zach's full sized bed to themselves, and Paul could have Chelsea's bed; at Brian's parents' there are only twin beds and they are not comfortable. That is why Brian and I sleep on the air mattress at his parents' house, because it is bigger and more comfertable. So his reasoning was that at his parents' house his mom could make the beds up. WHAT!?!?!?! I can make the beds at my house. It's not that hard, and I doubt his mom would even do that anyway, he would do it. It was just the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard come out of his mouth.
I know the reason why he wanted to come down here this weekend was that he wanted to go sailing, and I was just an added bonus. I guess I'm still feeling like he doesn't really want to spend that much time with me. I don't want to be a smothering girlfriend, but we really don't see each other that often. I really don't think me wanting to see him on weekends, and it's not even every weekend is smothering him. It would be sooooooooo different if we saw each other all of the time, but we don't. We see each other an average of every other weekend. I really don't think I'm being unreasonable. I just feel like he's not that interested in me or something. I feel like he has "better things to do" than see me.
Ok ay. I'm done. Thanks. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.