Can't find the words, I'm falling apart

Sep 08, 2014 22:40

I've got a lot of negativity on my mind today. This entry is going to be hard.

30 day positivity challenge

Day 2 - What is one thing you like about your personality?

Uhhhh.
  • I like how intensely I feel emotions. Sure, it sucks a lot of the time, when the emotions are bad. But when they're good? I can feel thrilled and dreamy and loose and light and sunny and free, over the simplest things. A new book collection, or a camping trip, or some abstract idea. It makes me feel big, like I'm touching the entire universe, or like I have the strength to move mountains with my pinky finger. I don't know if everybody else gets to feel things like that. I'm not sure if it's worth the lows, but it's pretty special.
  • I'm good at drawing shy people out of their shells. I think this means I'm approachable, but maybe I'm reading too far into it.
  • I'm very trusting. I think everybody I meet is wonderful and kind, until I see evidence to the contrary. To pass judgement, I need to personally witness some assholery. Many people have pointed this out as a flaw, in the past, but I still can't see it that way. There's a difference between believing in people and putting yourself in a vulnerable position, right?
That's more than one thing. I'm a rule breaker, baby! 
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