And the day before Christmas and all through the house.. DRAMA
It's the day before Christmas now... fun, fun! I shouldn't even be up right now, who cares. I'm not looking foward to it really, just to see Greg. So many thoughts are running through my head, I need some sanity. My dad left Wednesday afternoon to spend Christmas with my uncle... how thoughtful! It definately has been peaceful. Without a car to go anywhere, I've had a real eventful time here at my "home" ...mostly just watching movies with Mal and Mom. There are so many things I could say right now to make me feel better for a while, but the pain won't go away. I hate how he [my dad] has just strung things along... much longer than it has to be. I really don't understand any of it, and I wish I could make sense of all this. I'm mostly venting for my own good, trying to get this pain off my chest and not held in any longer. I really don't care if too many people even read this post, I just need to feel better and less weighed down. I could care less if my dad read this... maybe he needs to! The only reason I'm typing this is because it is so much easier... and heeds warning to my strange mood. I'm not really sad... mostly just questioning a lot of what I thought was true about him. Before I quit typing, why not add more details?! I found out that my dad has a "girlfriend." He added me to his MSN messenger... nice name, DAD! "I love you Theresa." (and no... that's not my mom's-his wife's-name.) I'm glad I have close people there for me. ~_~ Nothing left to say... Adios!
<3 Mégan ...loving my Greg...