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[locked to Gotei 13 officers with some kind of bizarre 'y-you don't have to read this unless there's nothing else you feel like doing, or something' filter; also in extra-formal keigo (not quite as servile as it sounds i swear)]
Thinking back on it now, I haven't been behaving as well as I should have in many ways since I've come here. I've been directly addressing certain individuals in ways that were terribly discourteous and inappropriate, as well as probably overstepping my bounds in other ways. All I can do is offer my most sincere apologies, do my utmost to be more conscious of my standing, and beg indulgence for the mistakes I will undoubtedly make anyway.
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[private; hackable, but only with some effort]
I can't stand this. It's wonderful that Renji-san has come back, but Rukia-san is...
... And Shiba-fukutaichou, as well, of course.
What I'm supposed to do is stay put, because healers will probably be needed (even though Inoue-san's not missing anymore and Unohana-taichou is here and both of their abilities are far beyond my own), and because I'd only get in the way and be putting myself at unnecessary risk if I do anything else. Ichigo-san said that just looking for her would be too dangerous.
And I'm having a hard time trying to act normal. (Even though it's stupid for me to be upset about something like that in the first place. It's not like I suffered worse than anyone else did.)
What am I even doing here?
...
Thinking back on it, Ichigo-san said it 'might be too dangerous'. He didn't tell me not to do it. ... I've done things that were too dangerous for me before, anyway.
(Besides, if there's anyone who's determined to be dangerous for me, so to speak, I can't imagine it'll make much of a difference no matter how careful I am.)
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I think I'll have konnyaku tonight. I wonder if it comes in any pre-packaged meals?
( ooc: comment spam for arrancar, normal for everyone else!
... also eta that last private sentence that I forgot to type earlier because I'm a genius ._____. )
Thinking back on it now, I haven't been behaving as well as I should have in many ways since I've come here. I've been directly addressing certain individuals in ways that were terribly discourteous and inappropriate, as well as probably overstepping my bounds in other ways. All I can do is offer my most sincere apologies, do my utmost to be more conscious of my standing, and beg indulgence for the mistakes I will undoubtedly make anyway.
[/lock]
[private; hackable, but only with some effort]
I can't stand this. It's wonderful that Renji-san has come back, but Rukia-san is...
... And Shiba-fukutaichou, as well, of course.
What I'm supposed to do is stay put, because healers will probably be needed (even though Inoue-san's not missing anymore and Unohana-taichou is here and both of their abilities are far beyond my own), and because I'd only get in the way and be putting myself at unnecessary risk if I do anything else. Ichigo-san said that just looking for her would be too dangerous.
And I'm having a hard time trying to act normal. (Even though it's stupid for me to be upset about something like that in the first place. It's not like I suffered worse than anyone else did.)
What am I even doing here?
...
Thinking back on it, Ichigo-san said it 'might be too dangerous'. He didn't tell me not to do it. ... I've done things that were too dangerous for me before, anyway.
(Besides, if there's anyone who's determined to be dangerous for me, so to speak, I can't imagine it'll make much of a difference no matter how careful I am.)
[/private]
I think I'll have konnyaku tonight. I wonder if it comes in any pre-packaged meals?
( ooc: comment spam for arrancar, normal for everyone else!
... also eta that last private sentence that I forgot to type earlier because I'm a genius ._____. )