May 22, 2003 01:34
this fucking sucks.
i don't know what to do with myself. i keep feeling like i want something i know i don't. i can't tell whether it would be better for me to just get it over with, face it, and go on with things, or keep it bottled up and hope it will pass at the risk of continued confusion and frustration, or to find an alternate outlet. i think the third choice is best, but i have no clue how to go about it. the whole problem is that there are no alternates.
*sigh* i know i've got spring fever. i just want to get the hell out of here and have it be summer.
long, loud, frustrated *scream*