rambling
yeah, so jimmy called me and we wound up talking for an hour. he's interesting. he said he'd call me again today. i really wonder if this is going to turn into a daily thing. hm...
and then directly after that i spent like 6 hours talking to jeremy online. i didn't go to bed till 5am again. i really need to start sleeping more.
i found my old poetry notebook from senior year and read it over...so many memories. *sigh* i need to start writing again. everything's so crazy lately. i really wish things were a lot simpler. heh. doesn't everyone?
i see all this beauty and wonder and it makes me so glad to be alive but then the confusion sets in and i can't tell what's real anymore so all i'm left with is idle observation of what i see and the ache that won't go away and a heart that won't obey and the feeling here to stay i just need to be held by you just once though it'll never be enough...
(is anyone surprised by this? :P)
and then directly after that i spent like 6 hours talking to jeremy online. i didn't go to bed till 5am again. i really need to start sleeping more.
i found my old poetry notebook from senior year and read it over...so many memories. *sigh* i need to start writing again. everything's so crazy lately. i really wish things were a lot simpler. heh. doesn't everyone?
i see all this beauty and wonder and it makes me so glad to be alive but then the confusion sets in and i can't tell what's real anymore so all i'm left with is idle observation of what i see and the ache that won't go away and a heart that won't obey and the feeling here to stay i just need to be held by you just once though it'll never be enough...
(is anyone surprised by this? :P)