The Edge of Reason
Today ended up being a rather beautiful day. I slept in which felt absolutely amazing. Since the sale started at nordstrom i havent been getting enough sleep. Ive been so tired, overworked, overwhelmed, exhausted, and have been in so much pain that only resulted in more money wasted on three pedicure massages. If i wasnt at work at 6 or 8 am.. i left really really late. Last night we got out at 11:30, after the shuttle that takes us back to our cars already stopped. So i had to call gady to come pick me up. Mami.. nobody else would come pick me up stranded at 12 oclock.. My sister came home for the weekend. Coincidently it was my day off. So i ate breakfast with everyone, ran my necessary saturday morning erands, and spent the rest of the afternoon in santa monica with my parents and my sister. Today i really started to miss dona and my friends. But dona especially. She's visiting sarah in san diego. i cant wait until thanksgiving and chanukka when everyone comes home. So it ended up being a nice day. Now i just feel like writing. I just finished watching the most terrible movie you could watch when you are feeling vulnerable but is so good that you cant really resist. Bridget Jones Diary, The edge of reason. She plays a great character. But really that movie only makes you feel absolutly shitty for all reasons or another. Now i find myself thinking about gady more than i was before, leading to unecessary text messages, talking in an english accent, and dying for coffee and a cigarette.. while being bundled up in the snow. Youd think that being so busy i would keep my mind off things. but just like my mother reminded me today, her and i are always thinking. And its true. Everyone that knows me, knows that my mind is constantly running. And right now, its running but im so tired i dont think i could possibly incorporate my thought down on paper. I think i should try and sleep. And by the way, if i havent told you lately... I really do love you.
<3 Oriahn
Oh yeah... And i died my hair = )